Screaming Skull Monkey, Journal Entry From 1/28/22
Yesterday, I visited my friend’s new crystal store. There was a lady in the store that kept talking to my friend as I looked around. I couldn’t be near her! It was so strange but I felt drained, like my knees were going to buckle. I also felt extreme irritation towards the woman, who was going on and on about her daughter being a shaman. The feelings I had toward her were not congruent with anything she was doing. Her daughter called while she was in the store, and was asking her mom how she felt. It was clear from the conversation that this woman has not been feeling well, and told her daughter that she just had a massage and felt a little better. I stepped outside the store to catch my breath and get away from this woman and felt immediately better. I didn’t understand how she might be draining me since I had just seen Michael and my chakras were all fixed up. I couldn’t be leaking energy!
I immediately called my daughter as I was driving away and told her what just happened in the crystal store. She said, “I’m sensing an attachment, but the lady likes having it.” From what I’ve learned about attachments, they can affect you negatively but some people like having the problems that they cause. They also are unaware that there is an attachment to start with. Drug addiction is a good example of someone who might have a negative attachment. The drug use may have attracted the attachment to start with, but the attachment makes it near impossible to stop using drugs because it can influence your emotions, and psychological wellness. My feeling was that this lady likes the attention she gets from not feeling well, and is unaware that she doesn’t feel well because she has an attachment. It sort of reminds me of Munchausen syndrome by proxy, where the parent of a child gets sympathy for having a sick child. But they are the cause of the illness. Obviously, the lady doesn’t even know she has a negative attachment so the similarity to Munchhausen stops there. She just enjoys the attention of people being concerned for her. I find it bizarre that the lady’s daughter hasn’t picked up on the attachment, being a shaman and all. Goes to show you that not all shamans are the same. I fear throwing around a phrase like shaman, without having real shamanic abilities, will turn off more people to the real light workers out there. I’ve met people with very real mind-blowing abilities. At least, now I know what it feels like to be near someone with a negative attachment!
That night, the wind howled and I couldn’t sleep. I laid there with my eyes closed and practiced remote viewing. I went into a meditative state and thought about that woman in the crystal store. I saw her with this thing perched on one shoulder. It looked like a black monkey but it’s face looked like a screaming skull that had an oil slick shine to it. No sound came from its mouth, but it was wrenched wide open as its head looked back and forth. It sits hunched there, attached to her back. I did a quick sketch of what I saw but in no way is my drawing as detailed as I saw it. Maybe one day I can get back into this artwork and do it some real justice.
Paranormal Screaming Skull Monkey.