A Special Visit, Journal Entry From 6/29/22
I was waiting at Junkyard in the bar area for my old friend Cynthia and Over The Rainbow by Iz came on the jukebox. That song always reminds me of my stepdad, Randy, and the cruise our whole family took to Mexico. Then, another song came on that my nephew Austin sings. He plays guitar and sings many songs but in particular had sung this song to Randy before he passed a few times. I don’t know who it is because it’s outside my normal genre of music, but maybe Ed Sheeran? It got me thinking that my stepdad had taken over the jukebox the way my dad does. I texted Morgen to ask if he was there, and she replied, “Yes.” So, I covered my eyes with my hands and could see his silhouette with my third eye. I could see he had hair and make out his nose. It made my eyes tear up because it had been a long time since I felt him around. Morgen says he’s hard to see because he went in the light. I don’t know if that means they come out of the light as a different energy, or they vibrate higher? I can’t say, but here he was! He clearly can still visit. He overheard me telling my mom how I notice when my dad takes over the jukebox. He plays a couple of songs that aren’t too popular that someone else in the restaurant could’ve picked it, and if it’s a song that I know they loved I will figure it out. That means he learned how to get my attention from listening to ME! They can still learn from the other side.
When Cynthia arrived and sat across from me, we were having a ‘snack’ as we call it and a nice visit. All of a sudden, I could see fairy wings behind her. Just a quick glimpse. Apparently, this is something that I do. I can see a past life come through very briefly, especially it seems when the person has a Middle Kingdom life. It’s funny but they can be talking and I’ll suddenly see something about their face structure that is ‘bleed over’ from another life. In my experience, my girlfriends are not as stoked to hear about their gnome lives as they are to hear they were a fairy. Either one is a great experience I would imagine, but ladies like to be pretty and not hear about a life where they weren’t a pretty human type appearance. Now that I have seen 3 of my girlfriends were gnomes, I don’t just blurt it out anymore because the first two were upset. I’ll probably never tell the one that was a gollum either! I can’t imagine that going over well. Haha! The fact that Cynthia was a fairy makes perfect sense to me. She is so in love with love. And her face structure does have similarities with some of the fairies I’ve seen. Fairies come from a place of intense love and have a hard time as humans because everyone is so disconnected here.
I also meditated earlier in the day and saw Mother Nature floating over. She was beautiful. I saw her twice. Once, she floated by as Art Nouveau sort of winding through the air, and the other time I saw her very clearly float over me and as she did, half her face morphed into a chimp and a feline. I don’t have a particularly green thumb so don’t know why she is here at my house, but I do think she appreciates what I do for the animals and fairies here.
Mother Nature is real. I didn’t know it before I saw her, but now I do. Email me if you would like to purchase a print. Hanging her up in your home would add a nice energy.